Thursday, August 14, 2014

Writer's Block

I haven't posted in a while, I haven't written in a long time truth be told. I just haven't been able to get my feelings on paper. This situation reminded me of a poem I wrote when I should have been writing an essay... ;) I hope you can all relate to my form of procrastination.

Writer’s Block

Okay life just got hard, crazy hard
My hands are poised over the keyboard
And nothing will come out
Why can’t life be more like poetry
All I want to do is talk myself into circles
Climb through a jungle of metaphors
Stare down the idea of perfection
Until it can no longer stand tall
I want to choose my words
For me, not for an evil red pen
I can’t take this structure
Any longer, I need to break through
I want to imagine this cell away
The bars no longer hold me hostage
I can’t live the life they want me to
My strengths can’t lift the weights
They place in my path
No matter how hard I struggle
They simply won’t budge
Why can’t writing be more like poetry
Words shouldn't fit in a box
But spread their wings and fly
High above the fences and expectations
How do I conquer this block
Do I even want to stumble over it
Probably not, then I would have
No more camouflage to hide behind
I would be forced to stand nose to nose
With a certain overarching fear
Of failing
Of never being good enough to
Achieve that perfect mark
I mean what’s the point of trying
If the statistics point to failure
Why can’t the words flow the same way

Aubrianna Hockett

March 2, 2014