Thursday, September 25, 2014

The Woman in the Stone

 
I love this poem, I tried to get a lot of imagery in it so I hope as you read it you will see it in your mind. 


The Woman in the Stone

The sheet tumbles to the floor
Exposing a mammoth block of stone
This piece of rock will win the award
If only he knew what it was
Slowly and purposely he brings out
Chisels, hammers and stones
They line up like regiments
Ready to follow the master
Retreating to far corners of the room
He watches the light play and dance
On the invisible features

A pool of shadow collects at the feet
A single shaft of light spotlights
The crest of a brow
The blank block of stone is no longer what he sees
He sees the shape of perfection
The woman in the stone
Slowly she emerges from her prison
With his hammer and chisel
He thrusts aside the rock
Leaving a woman in its place
A lady he has seen in his dreams
As a child
As a boy
And now as a man
The mother he never knew
He had sculpted her hundreds of times
Each different from the last
This one a true masterpiece
He just wished he knew her name…

May 1, 2011

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Rain

I found this little guy buried deep within the depths of my computer files. I think I wrote this as an exercise in my poetry class. I thought it was applicable for today.

Rain

Today the heavens opened
My skin excites at the trickle of rain
Pools of moisture gather in my hands
In my palms I hold drops of the heavens

The sound of rain hitting the roof echo across the glen
Soft grass mutes the harsh drumming of water
With my ears turned towards the sky
I hear the rhythm of angels


September 23, 2010

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Phone Call

Phone Call

Missed call from Papa Bear
Call me, the text said
Clocked out
Walking home 
Hey what's up Dad?
Are you done with everything today?
*Deja vu*
I've had this conversation before
276 days ago
The day my world stopped
I know what's coming and yet
I'm still shocked when it's revealed
...hospital...awhile...passed away...morning
What!? 
This can't be happening again
*Deja vu*
Walking home alone
Darkness surrounds me
suffocating the light of the world
my world stopped
can't breathe
...the circle of life
better place...
it's over
not even a year
and they're both gone
the first drop escapes
floodgates open
feelings, emotions
I want to bury, want it to stop
hurting
*Deja vu* 
it hasn't stopped, won't stop
...gets easier
not yet
that call brought it all back
that cold snowy December night
one day shy of two decades
same lost little girl
what's a granddaughter without grandparents? 

September 18, 2014

I'm not sure if this is done, it's all too raw. But hopefully it does them justice. I miss them both, I still can't believe my dad lost them just 276 days apart. Can't believe I lost them. However the scales are not unbalanced. As we loose, God gains. And today He gained a great man. I love you Grandpa. 

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

In Like

I found this gem buried in my Jerusalem book and I figured why not share it. Enjoy!


I fell in love somehow in
that semester abroad
something magical occurred and I want to
yell it to all the world.
obscure all other noise 
until I get the words past my lips
be silent as I tell you that I
really fell in love with Jerusalem and I miss 
every single person I met
there in the Holy Land-especially 
the one man I fell in like with. 

April 26, 2014

Sunday, September 7, 2014

November 16 2009

Today made me think of this poem and I have to admit its a 'tomorrow' day. I hope that one day I will feel royal and needed again.

November 16 2009

I don’t know what this feeling is
Frightened, alone, used, mocked, forgotten
No that was yesterday
Today I feel
Angry, upset, bitter, hardened, spiteful
Tomorrow I know exactly how I will feel
Tired, haunted, regretful, empty, lonely
Will the sun rise again?
Can I really feel
Happy, joyful, accepted, wanted, loved?
No I’m too far gone for that.
But there’s this voice telling me I’m
Special, royalty, beautiful, talented, needed
Maybe today can be a good day
Maybe I am good enough


November 16 2009

Friday, September 5, 2014

Me

In my high school poetry class we had an assignment to write a poem about ourselves (sticking to a specific style of course). This is me, well junior me, hope you like it!

Aubrianna
direct, cautious, thoughtful, confident
daughter of God
who loves puzzles, the moon and inside jokes
who is afraid of eternity, heights and heartache
who want to see the end of time, the world
from the clouds and a man who would fall for her
resident of a world her own
who is missed by her shadow crayon
Hockett

November 13, 2010

Thursday, September 4, 2014

House of Cards

This is from an old relationship that ended because of those skeletons in the closet. 

I thought it was all real,
I thought our relationship was secure
Apparently I was wrong
-so wrong-
There were sturdy beams
Bright shiny windows,
Rooms full of joyful memories
Plans to expand for the future
I’d checked the blueprints for any flaws
The construction seemed perfectly sound
I didn’t think to look in the closet for skeletons
If I had…well it probably wouldn’t change a thing
I thought it was a house that would stand
Stand against anything
How could I not? I laid the brick and mortar myself
But sure enough one tiny gust of wind
Sent it all tumbling down around me
All along it was a carefully crafted
House of cards.


July 30, 2013

Monday, September 1, 2014

Superheroes

One day I woke up and realized I didn't have any poems about superheroes, and that was a travesty. So this is what happened. 

Superheroes

Some superheroes are on television or in comic books
They have superpowers and epic battles
Fighting off bad guys with left and right hooks
Everyone is safe under their watch
Some are devoted enough to even wear tights
But my hero isn’t like that
His name won’t shine in bright lights
He isn’t coming out with a blockbuster hit
Young boys won’t dress up as him for Halloween
My hero isn’t a knight either, from a fairytale
He isn’t on a quest to kill the evil queen
But that does not mean he isn’t powerful
Or that he doesn’t protect me from evil men
He is always there for me
Even when I ignore him again and again
I sometimes feel helplessly isolated and alone
But I know in my heart that he is right beside me
I can’t see him, but I can feel his loving embrace
Reminding me there is so much more I can be
He may not be in movies or comics
But I read about him everyday
He suffered and died so that I might live
He is the bread of life, the only true way
I love my hero with all my heart and soul
No one can take away my faith in his love
I know who and what he really is
A savior of us all sent from heaven above.


November 9, 2013