Sometimes viewing your life as a movie is naive but then occasionally it's the only way everything makes sense. I was downhearted, sad and confused and I even wondered if I was just a supporting character. What if it wasn't my movie?
As I was wallowing as we all tend to do I realized something magnificent. I have been going through the motions for months and nothing has changed. I am in the time lapse sequence. Months go by in seconds on the screen, but in life those are real months.; Some of the hardest because everyday is the same. I'm stuck in a rut right now. And I don't know what to do.
Then I really thought about those time sequences--THEY DON'T LAST FOREVER--they end. And once they do things change. Even the smallest change makes room for more change.
I don't know where I am in the course of my movie. I have no idea what will happen, who will walk into my life and who will walk out.
But all I have to do right now is weather through this time. A new scene will come and everything will change. As I choose to stand strong I will look for the change.
July 5,2015
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